Heaven Is a Lifestyle
Every night i was down on my knees praying to be forgiven, See i was raised a christian, But still I chose to satisfy the bodies of women, My parents had their head down in shame, You could catch me flirting in the choir stand to me church was a game, oh how quickly the women came, i ripped off their shirt, lift up their skirt and had them screaming in Jesus name. I wanted Heaven while i was living and it was hell depriving myself from sinning so to say the least i gave into all that was forbidden. Bloody money Sexual orgies Weed Guns etc. Shortly after I was wondering down the road of destruction And like every young black male it got worst before it got better. I was dodging gunshots HIV and AIDS Federal agents and scornful women. With the help of angels I manage to evade all including death himself But no matter how hard i tried I couldn't escape GOD. THE CONFLICT: HOW can I serve Jesus when sex, drugs and violence is all I know? My name is SINCERE and this is my testimony, a story of salvation. My other name is Lavish I wrote the first urban audio book, this experence is like nother you ever felt before, you can listen to characters interact their part, the sound effects in the background and i even play instrumentals in the background to give off a particular feeling when you listen. This is my life, i still struggle with the demons of Sincere, but God is slowly working in my life. This is what inspired me to write the book in the first place. You know sometimes you read a good book and would like to hear how the characters sound the instumentals the sound effects in the background? Well that's what this is it's a whole new experience. The evils of greed and lust would whisper in my ear, it became a constant temptation a cross to bear, i said to my self couldn't it be considered heavenly if pleasing women were heaven to me? The worship of sex and money stole a large part of my life; I was married to pleasure and lust became my god. She left me lost wandering down the road of destruction. Gods words was the only thing that saved me. My talking books are my testimonies and out of my experiences I created Sincere, a rebellious son of a preacher who is addicted to sex. It traces his life from th age of 16 when he leaves his family and quickly learns of his God given game and charm over women. Listen as sincere stirs up chaos, vengeance and lust, imagine it was you, or your loved one dodging temptation. Listen to the sound effects as he goes from a life of sinful pleasure 'preaching women out their clothes' to a life of saving souls... I'm twenty five years old and i lived this life, i'm just trying to show all the young men and women we could make more money than the drug dealers doing something positive. I believe God has chosen me to be a light for other to follow, help me be that light. Thank you for the purchase and God Bless. All C.d's are autograph copies.